once bitten twice shy

what does it mean? it means that a person who has had a bad experience one time will be more cautious the next time.BUT in my situations, I've been bitten 2 times in love by the same person, i hope that i would shy for the third and fourth times.ngehngeh. dear Allah, i hope i could close my heart for him, i hope i could forget what suffer he had bring for me, i hope i could forgive him. i don't want to have any hatred toward him.i wish we both can live simply. i hope there will be no more hurt feeling :) inshaAllah. Amin

i wish i could forget you, but I'll let the memories last forever.